Monday, March 23, 2026

Skylee Gomez -Materialistic


Going with idea 2 

list of stuff 
dishes 
laungry basket
trashcan
clothing
fileing cabinet

I heard what you said, and I agree that it's not the right time for either of those ideas. All of these would be under normal or low lighting.
Idea 2 is my favorite.
1.     This would be a piece that is similar to the small world content. It is about not feeling like I am enough, about being a perfectionist.  

This sculpture would be in the middle of the room. The room would have just enough light to navigate. As you walk up to this scalpture you are going to hear voices. They are going to say many of that i hear, and then what I start to tell myself. (Example- God, you are taking so long, can you hurry. Turning into- Maybe I am just not smart or fast enough.) All of the self-doubt fills my head in moments. Sometimes it is all I hear. The stress to be perfect or to do better and better is what this piece is about. The voices are going to fill the space with whispers of statements like am I good enough, smart, or pretty? The materials that would be part of this sculpture would be rope, string, yarn, and some sort of heavy materialsuch as iron or concrete. 

The rope would build part of the neck and jaw. I have a lot of tension there. That stress manifests when I sleep.  I have to wear a tooth guard, or I will grind and chip my teeth. 

There are also going to be concrete( heavy) shoulders. The sholvers are going to be heavy to show how this part of my body feels. the constant pressure that I continue to put on myself. to be perfect 100% of the time. 
 The yarn is my chest and is unraveling just how vulnerable and unfinished I feel. The yarn and string may be dipped in concrete in certain areas. Just how I seem to be falling apart just as the yarn is. This sculpture is going to be how I feel. 

You are going to be able to feel the different materials as well as hear the voice as well. The other way that this connects to sight is that maybe people don't always see the vulnerability, stress, tention and pressure that I feel. The experience is about the feeling and weight, not what it looks like.

2. Title: Overwhelming Expectations

This one would be my ctuttered head. It would also have sound that would play to just be a lot of information. I was thinking I could use my voice and also have music playing in my head. The voice would be talking about things I need to do, and it would be talking about little insecurities that cross my mind as I try to operate in my day-to-day. 

This idea would focus on the feeling of being overwhelmed. This one would have more light. This one is about the Adhd that brings another layer to the cayos and stress. Not always being able to focus on what I need to do. Just a major input of information.





It would be a cave, of course, ADA-accessible. This would be the structure that I would build on. and it would be collapsible 2ith folding gears. 

3.     This one is a wall of different textures. opening little doors or having different little slots open. (maybe also in different shapes) 

 



First Idea

This project came from trying to help people experience a space in a way that most people don’t. This project will heavily involve research and reaching out to members of the blind community. The project involves me searching for prejudice and ignorance in people and myself as well. Originally, I wanted to create a space where sight is not part of the experience to understand blindness as a disability. Experiencing one that is not my own. People tend to be self-obsessed and focus on themselves. I find myself falling victim to this as well. I'm hoping that creating this experience would help me understand this perspective more. Since this is a disability, I also like the idea that viewers can experience a space that isn’t meant for them- that viewers can live in a world for a brief moment that others do their entire life. 

Besides the work of trying to spread awareness of others, this experience is also going to hopefully help people experience life in a way that is usually not the way we typically do. As a society, we often view art, but this room is going to take that sense and put it in a coma for a bit. This experience is going to focus on the other senses, specifically touch, hearing, and smell (not sure about smell and taste because some are sensitive to smell, and I don’t know how I could incorporate taste) 


Maybe this piece will also help people consider other people's position, and be a bit more understanding of those and thankful for their abilities. 

The space will be a dark room that is filled with idioms in a museum-like atmosphere. (maybe) The collection of tactile works may include an iron vibrator, sculpted faces made from materials like iron, wax, or paper(faces might as well be of other animals like a for or something of the sort, and found not created), textured oil paintings, unusual sculptures, found objects, and familiar items such as a stuffed animal. Each object is chosen for its tactile qualities—texture, temperature, weight, and form—rather than visual appearance. There will also be a book and maybe a few other things that don’t have value to them without their sight. 

The central aim of this work is to focus on senses beyond sight. Art is commonly created for visual experience; this installation searches for what happens when the feeling is the connection to the space. It encourages participants to calm down and focus on exploring the space through touch and consider how access to art is dependent on sensory ability. 

Ultimately, I would like to create a space that doesn’t involve a site to experience it. If it is appropriate to connect the space to disability, I will do that. If it is not them, I will focus on experiencing a space that just doesn’t involve sight. 

Heads that are going to be made of clay, iron, paper, or wax. As part of the idioms that will be in the space 

Materials list for this idea

Black paint

Paper for blind folds

Elastic string

Rope

Things to make the stands holding the rope
Examples of stuff in these exhibit spaces. 



Examples of how the space could be arranged. 




The number of nots in the rope would be the thing that shows how many things that you are supposed to touch. 

My second idea


My disability has been a source of many of my insecurities, and I’ve spent a lot of time questioning myself, wondering if I’m good enough, if I’ve reached some invisible standard, and trying to prove myself. I know I’m not alone in these feelings.I am learning to push back against the people and the inner voices that degrade me. I want to take that pain and anger and release it, turning it into something meaningful and even beautiful. By doing that, I hope others can feel free to confront their own internal thoughts too, by writing them out, facing them, and letting them go instead of letting them hold power 


This piece invites participants into a room where they can confront the voices and narratives they carry in their minds. Viewers are asked to write down the internal thoughts, doubts, or criticisms they are struggling with on a large sticky note and pin it to the wall, making private experiences visible. After this, they are given a choice: they can write a message directly on a water balloon and throw it at the wall, or they can roll up their note and tie it to the balloon. The act of throwing or releasing the balloon becomes a symbolic gesture of letting go and challenging those internal narratives. As more people participate, the space grows into a collective display of vulnerability, reflection, and release.


 I have felt struggles in believing I am “good enough”, if I’ve reached some invisible standard, or if I should make myself smaller. I know I’m not alone in these feelings, but I’m learning to reject the people and the inner voices that try to degrade me and put me down. I want to take that pain and anger and release it, turning it into something meaningful and even beautiful. By doing that, I hope others can feel free to confront their own internal thoughts too writing them out, facing them, and letting them go instead of letting them hold power.



After I did my last piece at the desk, I had many people reach out and say that they also had similar experiences in life or school. Ultimately, with this installation option, I would want to work past those hateful messages and thoughts and work towards healing, and invite other people to do so as well with me. 

I would also like to do other rage room activities (if possible or if decided upon) that would have a similar setup as the ones in the pictures shown above. Every few days, I could change the activity in the room. I would like to do some sugar glass. The plan would be that you could write a message on the bottle and then throw it, or with that glass, you could shatter it on the head of a dummy on which you write a message. I would also like to do a punching bag. The punching board would be a surface that you could write on, and then you could punch that. Styrofoam would also be an object that you could hit as well in a similar way. Using a soft bat or sword would also be a possibility as well. I could also possibly do a Bobo Doll in a similar way that I use the punching bag. 

While doing all of these activities, I would like to record the whole event, and I would also like to invite people to take a picture with their sticky note before and/or after they throw the water balloon with paint at it.

Materials list for this installation 

Plastic sheets

Large stick notes or sheets of paper

Camera and video recorder

Loss of Paint

Water balloons

Safety glasses or gear to participate. 

Clorox wipes

If I did the other activities as well

A punching bag

A foam bad and/or sword

Bobo doll

The mold stuff to make sugar glass.


Skylee,

You are clearly working from a place of honesty, and I respect that. Both of your ideas are rooted in lived experience and a desire to help others. That matters.

However, these are not simple installations. They require ethical clarity, safety planning, and conceptual precision.

Let’s separate them.


Idea 1: Dark Room / Blindness Experience

Your intention to explore senses beyond sight is thoughtful. But you need to be extremely careful when framing this around disability.

Creating a temporary “blind experience” for sighted viewers can easily become:

  • Simulation rather than understanding

  • Reduction of blindness to lack

  • A momentary novelty experience

If you pursue this, I would suggest:

  • Avoid presenting it as “experiencing blindness.”

  • Frame it as “de-centering sight” instead.

  • Do not claim it gives insight into living with blindness.

That distinction matters.

Also, structurally:

Right now it reads as a collection of tactile objects in a dark room. That’s not yet installation — that’s an exhibit.

Ask yourself:

  • What is the spatial system?

  • How does someone move?

  • Is there a threshold?

  • Is there guidance?

  • Is there risk?

  • How is safety handled?

Blindfolds introduce liability. Complete darkness introduces safety concerns. Objects like iron or sculpted heads in darkness introduce tripping hazards.

This idea needs much tighter structural planning if it moves forward.


Idea 2: Rage / Release Room

This one is emotionally clear — but logistically explosive.

Water balloons with paint.
Sugar glass.
Punching bags.
Bobo dolls.
Filming participants.

That is not just installation — that is an event with serious safety, cleanup, and liability concerns.

Also conceptually, ask:

Is this about healing?
Or is it about spectacle?

If the room becomes chaotic destruction, the message could shift from vulnerability to aggression.

You do not need ten rage activities. That dilutes focus.

If you pursue this direction, simplify dramatically:

  • One action.

  • One surface.

  • One release mechanism.

For example:
Write the thought.
Pin it.
Choose to remove it or leave it.

That alone could be powerful.

Once you introduce shattering glass and hitting objects, the work shifts from introspection to adrenaline.


Bigger Question

Both of your ideas rely heavily on participation.

Ask yourself:

If no one participates, does the installation still hold meaning?

Strong installation can stand on its own and be activated by participation — not depend entirely on it.


What I Would Encourage

Between the two, the sensory / de-centering sight idea is conceptually stronger — but only if reframed ethically and structurally.

The rage room idea risks becoming messy, unsafe, and conceptually scattered.

Right now, I need you to:

  • Choose one direction.

  • Remove excess elements.

  • Define a clear system.

  • Think about safety and cleanup.

  • Think about how this reads to someone who does not know your backstory.

Your work is strongest when it is focused and intentional. Both of these ideas need editing.



Between your two ideas, I think the sensory / de-centering sight direction is conceptually stronger. But I want to explain why — and also what needs to shift for it to work.

Right now, the power of that idea is not in “simulating blindness.” It’s in questioning how dependent we are on sight — especially in art spaces. That’s a strong conceptual inquiry. It challenges hierarchy of senses. It asks what art becomes when vision is removed.

That’s interesting.

However, where it gets complicated is when it is framed as “understanding blindness as a disability” or “living in someone else’s world.” A temporary dark-room experience cannot replicate the lived experience of blindness. If we present it that way, it risks reducing something complex to a brief exercise.

What makes the idea strong is not simulation.
It’s reorientation.

If you reframe it as:

  • What happens when sight is de-centered?

  • What does touch, sound, and spatial awareness do to perception?

  • How does art function without visual dominance?

Then the work becomes about sensory hierarchy and access — not about “trying on” disability.

The other piece of this is structure. Right now the idea is a collection of tactile objects in darkness. For it to be installation, it needs:

  • A clear system of movement.

  • A safe navigation plan.

  • Intentional object selection.

  • A defined spatial logic.

If we refine both the ethical framing and the spatial structure, this idea has depth and rigor.

That’s why I think it’s stronger — it has conceptual weight. It just needs clarity and responsibility.


Naming the Concern 


  • Darkness = safety risk

  • Blindfolds = liability

  • Iron objects in a dark room = injury

  • Rope with knots guiding movement = tripping hazard

  • Found objects in darkness = unpredictability

Im not unsure conceptually, I'm unsure practically.


Second: You Do not need total darkness

If you keep the idea, it must shift from:

“Blindness simulation”

to

“Reduced visual dominance.”

That could look like:

  • Extremely low light, not pitch black

  • Dim red light or twilight level visibility

  • Controlled tactile surfaces attached to walls

  • No loose objects

  • No blindfolds

That alone makes it manageable.


Third: The Installation Needs a System

Right now you have:

  • Objects in darkness

  • Rope with knots

  • Heads made of different materials

That’s not a system.

A simplified structure could be:

  • One continuous wall installation

  • Tactile panels mounted at chest height

  • Low light

  • Sound element

  • Clear entrance + exit

No loose objects.
No iron heads in the middle of the floor.
No blindfolds.


Fourth: It May Still Be Too Big

And here’s the honest possibility:

This might still not be the right project for this timeline.

And that’s okay.

I think this idea is intellectually strong, but it may not be structurally feasible within our timeline and safety constraints. Let’s refine it or consider a scaled version.





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